Words in the envelopes

Life has a cruel way of reminding you time and again that you don’t have full control over it.

The week has been an overwhelming one. Uninvited emotions urgently welcomed us back to Singapore. And as the days went by, other obnoxious feelings greeted us unexpectedly. I didn’t think I would be broken down so badly, but I reflected a bit too much two nights ago and got caught in a self-pitying moment. Unsought thoughts which have been lurking around for the past 10 years emerged triumphantly and amplified flourishingly, drowning me in a whirlpool of utter resentment.

I don’t know how things have gone this bad.

It’s heartbreaking.

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